Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

Van Vorst in Snow while Snowing

 
 
 
The view of Van Vorst Park from the New Jersey Room at the Main Branch of the public library. A wet heavy snow is falling.

Thought the contrast of the view below from above with the view above from below might cause some perception reflection. Really though, snow is all you need for reality to be reconsidered. Stark, yet magical. There’s different types of snow and different times of the year causes different types. Today’s flakes were big and thick. The snow clumped on branches.



Memory convinces us there’s life underneath all this frigid white. The green will return. The insects and squirrels, the chipmunks and birds. Now though only a few with their dogs represent visible breathing life.  

Christmas is long over. We no longer fantasize about infant child’s bringing peace or reindeers pulling sleighs in the sky or men made of snow with eyes of coal and the ability to dance. Polar Bears aren’t drinking Coca Cola,  they’re hunting and under that parka you look mighty damn tasty.

 
 Winter is not celebrated now, just endured. The reality is stunning and beautiful. The transformation of our immediate world is as all-embracing as it is temporary.
 

 
Snow creates a hush. Not silence, but a total dampening of sound. The traffic on the other side of the trees gargles as it slogs along. Snow hisses in descent. Nothing echoes. A lonely voice, strays inarticulate in the distance, fading instantly.
The park almost vacant, the snow fresh and thickening, unplowed, unshoveled, unblemished. American flag, limp and clinging to its pole, faded and soaked colors in the white tells how overwhelming weather can be.
Gradually your realize the forms under the clumps of snow, the gazebo, the branches and trunks of trees, the fountain, the benches, the trash pail, the wrought iron fence, what you see caused by the physical use of space and the visible lines of metal of wood. They’re like marks on a sketch pad. Lines and dashes that do not create objects, only suggest what they might, hint at how the actual space. This snow makes this park tarry in the moment where we are not sure if reality is becoming abstract or the abstract more real.

 

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

National Poetry Month: Newark Avenue, West

April is National Poetry Month. The Jersey City Independent published a poem of mine for this project, Newark Avenue, West.

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Jazz Smile

Walking through Washington Square Park, not yet late to where I’m going. There’s a larger than usual crowd forming around a quartet –banjo, trumpet, saxophone, bass – some kind of old timey jazz. The song ends, there’s applause.

Starts up again – some claps of recognition – when you’re smiling, the whole world smiles at you – a warm autumn day – there had been cold rain, a drop in temperature earlier in the week – but today was one of those beautiful fall afternoons when the sunlight is tinged in gold. The trumpet rips into a jolly solo. I pause, worth it to be in the moment with the music. Crowds in the park around buskers are rarely mistaken. Smiles by definition are fleeting, disappear soon after they’re acknowledged. I realize that in spite of some realities arguing otherwise, optimism can be irresistible when there’s a park and sunshine and jazz.

 

Sunday, August 26, 2012

Norfolk Southern

 
Rare but far from unheard of spotting of a freight locomotive on the New Jersey Transit line. Looks like it was just cleaned, such a shiny engine. Norfolk Southern, known in the business as The Thoroughbred due to the stallion in its logo.



Norfolk Southern locomotives are often called catfish because the logo also includes stripes which resemble the whiskers of the catfish. I see a locomotive and I dream of hobo hope, hopping aboard to a yard where they let you be, where you’re a given a fair chance at work that will pay for food and shelter.

I dream of a country united by a system of freight that allows us to move my goods to your services, north to south, south to north, west to east, east to east, cities and suburbs and farmland, mountains and sea shores, it’s not virtual like an internet, but real, slicing right through nature and the birds flying overhead in New Jersey may be different species than one above your head in Kansas but there are still birds, and clouds and blue sky and the heavens where God sits in His throne smiling on us both, please his creation created the iron horse and the last great hope for mankind used this form of transportation to unite a nation after the bloodiest civil war in the history of the world.

 

Norfolk Southern has 21,300 miles of track in 22 states, its system ships most of the coal in used in the Eastern portion of the United States. This particular machine is the EMD GP38-2, a four-axle diesel-electric locomotive of the road-switcher type built by General Motors, Electro-Motive Division. It can run on both diesel and electric rails. Power is provided by an EMD 645E 16-cylinder engine, which generates 2000 horsepower.



 



Let all trains roll on. Norfolk Southern keeps both the individual and national hope alive. This locomotive can make both hopes one.

 

 

 

 

Friday, July 6, 2012

Time & Desolate Mood

Sometimes the outer looks as desolate as the inner feels.
Construction awaits and we await construction. Lots of pauses, lots of steps, along the way, to there from here, it’s like every day is a new day although how new compared to a year ago?
Surprised at the interim, don’t be, something different tomorrow or the tomorrow after that. I posted about this lot here, after the knock-down but before the rubble was cleared. Now the chunky dirt just awaits trucks bringing young crews and new girders.  One imagines pigeons tarrying here when it was last clear of buildings – just as they scavenged the buildings when they appeared – although it is hard to imagine pigeons anywhere before western civilization, so well have they adapted to concrete and steel. Easy to imagine them being here after though, when we human beings finally let the whole shithouse go up in flames, man.  Building, no building, rubble or dirt, they’re oblivious; they’ve been adapting to our constant change for so long their way is the constant now, they are what is and what remains and maybe our changes, our fields to warehouses to lots to condos moods, is really the adaptation.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

This Rubble


This rubble was a building. That building was my life. Perfectly fine, adequate enough to make the best of the current circumstances. Eventually it came down to the day to day and then one day faith in that survival was not enough for the world, the block. Morning comes through the Turnpike horizons where cars and trucks head elsewhere in America. They’re going anywhere and everywhere that is not here.  The implosion had a cause beyond the wrecking ball – greed masquerading as progress. Now just shards and jagged hunks, still and useless in the sun waiting for the dump trucks to come. Even memories of what this was no longer exist.

Post-Mail Box




The hiatus is over at least for now. Dislocations is dislocating again. Things will be a little different though, least for a while. It is always thus, with a while, with time. We can’t isolate our relationships lovers or family members or friends from time; yet if time defines those relationships, the relationship diminishes. Resisting the lure of nostalgia takes willpower, but ultimately nostalgia erodes the very happiness where nostalgia originated. This mailbox used to be an address. This mailbox used to hold bills, cards, supermarket circulars and summer camp letters.  Everyone is gone who remembers to whom that mail was addressed. Everyone who ever sent mail here is now dead.

Monday, April 2, 2012

Year Three: Reflections



See last year’s reflections


Three years. Like sands in an hour glass – oh screw that, if the days of our lives are indeed like sand then it’s more like a windstorm than an hourglass when it comes to the pace of change. That speed increases as you age: the whirlwind becomes a whirlpool and you go down the drain, hopefully washing up on the other shore.


Guess I proved the lack of elasticity in the insipid time as sands metaphor.


This is the third anniversary of Dislocations, my blog project. Thank you all for reading, thank you for some of your comments. The nasty ones, which are few but do show up, I just delete.


God Bless you all.


I apologize again for the lousy copy editing. There have been several doozies and typos. I cringe sometimes when I go back. But I am simply one human being and sadly all too human. I am willing to consider offering an unpaid internship, drop me an email if you or someone you know is interested.


A friend of my mine pointed out that this is the best blog about Jersey City. Well, best I don’t know but there sure are not a lot of them, not as many as you would think.


I explained Dislocations is merely set in Jersey City; this blog is “about” the burden of Mortality. I was probably just being factious. I had been reading a lot of Harold Bloom. He says that all literature is about the burden of mortality. He can be prone to overstatement, in spite or because of his brilliance. I have aspirations beyond the blog but the blog is just such damn fun.


Jersey City inspires our imaginaitions and gives us all a prism through which we may better comprehend our nation, where we are in history and how our selves are being impacted by the human condition we all share. Jersey City is a muse. I prefer to think of it as another means to attain the universal. The reason it is so frequent a means for me is that I live here. It is where the “I” is currently dislocated, and what the eye sees the “I” ponders. To paraphrase Whitman, Jersey City is a boat filled with boats.


I love this city, yet when any of my friends and fellow J.C. residents professes likewise I can only think of reasons that will dissuade them of such a notion. Has this city changed, well, yes and no. I think the question is how much of the change is due to the changes in the world, and in ourselves. I’m against change but change is master of us all. Thus the burden of mortality, death is the inevitable change we all share. Might as well as make the most of this life and the place in which you live it, your little piece of the human story… and the American story.


More so than rural communities or suburbs, the city is another person in the lives of city dwellers. Jersey City can be slow on the uptake, more discouraging to neutral than neutral to encouraging, has low self esteem and thus is often defensive, but it is also tolerant, friendly and understanding. She may not give you everything you want, but she gives you everything you need and leaves it up to you to ponder how much you really need your wants.


On to my 12 month Dislocations retrospective:


It’s hard to pick a favorite post but here it is, my favorite reads of 2011. I just happened to have read a lot of great books last year – and 2012 has been no slouch either so far – and during the Summer, I spent an intensive six or seven weeks finishing Shakespeare’s oeuvre and this experience affected me deeply and this post was a way to mark that personal turning point.


Except for Antony & Cleopatra, which for whatever reason I never studied as an undergrad (MFA programs are much too cool for Shakespeare), most of the plays during my Summer Shakespeare festival tended towards the lesser known and problem plays, one of which was Timon of Athens. About a week or after absorbing this powerfully written study of the dark side of unreciprocated generosity, I was wandering through Van Vorst Park and I hear Timon lines. The Hudson Shakespeare Company was rehearsing Timon. They did a great production of this rarely performed saga whose financial concerns are so relevant to how we live now.


The Sunday Night Film Forum had its one year anniversary last April and I had much fun writing up the list of films that I thought were the top cinematic experiences. A concept that continues to beguile me is context and subtext, their contrast and where they  mesh. The Film Forum enhanced context. Alas, it is on prolonged hiatus. The original post, according to the blogspot stat page, is one of the highest page views of all Dislocations and nary a weekend passes without a few views on this now two year old post. Every coupla three weeks I’ll run into somebody from the circle of ciniephiles who coalesced around the program and they ask me if I know if it is still going. I know nothing. Alas, J.C.’s Film Forum remains dark. On the other-side, at N.Y.s Film Forum, I had a unique experience of seeing a highly anticipated and rare screening of a Budd Boetticher directed Western starring the great Robert Ryan, but the print had no sound. Yet the film geek brethren watched a sound film without sound, what a unique cinema experience. I also wrote some thoughts on Twilight, a series I find some artistry in, or at least try to justify the guiltiness of this pleasure.





One of the first blogs of Dislocation’s new liturgical year was a memoir piece inspired by an accidental rediscovery of a 1984 Jesse Jackson for President Button. Three years ago, I wanted to avoid politics. I no longer want to. I’ve written several pieces about the Occupy Wall Street Movement, but my favorite is still the first one. I also went to my first “State of the City” speech by our oft-be-leaguered mayor.






Politics, political philosophy, political ideas – this is a presidential election year, we live in an era of upheaval, and what happens nationally will certainly set the table for the mud-fest that will be the 2013 J.C. Mayoral election. How can our local actions affect and hopefully improve our nation and the world? The answer is a moving target and I’ll just take my best shot at any given time.


One of my favorite posts was Destination: Union City. I had never been there. It was a nice day and it was fun town and getting there via jitney buses then back via the light rail. The post was probably a little more amusing to write than to read. Tough shit.


 I try not to repeat myself except for repeating that I try not to repeat myself. I do not want to be some annual repository of JC events. It’s a challenge sometimes, especially since I usually have the ole camera with me and an observation and/or opinion that seems new at the moment. One of the most challenging is the “The Feast” but this year, I did find some new ways to look at the feast, including a particularly well received behind the scenes look at the making of Lemoncello.


I like either looking at what we see all the time but never notice or in this case showing something few have seen.


Then there’s art. Three new murals found their way to our cityscape. Meghan Guilik, a supremely talented illustrator whose work I’ve written about from time to time created the Inner Peace Zone up there in the heights. It’s a reimagining of the JC reservoir through her quirky, rabbit-centric cartoon view of the world. Go to Brunswick to see this more nostalgic work, an impressionistic rendition of memories of the street back in the Italian Village heyday. A currently title-less fantasy of escape adorns a 4th street brick façade.


Memories, dreams, fantasies, aspirations – a tour of this new crop of J.C. murals makes you realizes how flimsy the lines separating those concepts can be.


Sadly, my mural coverage included tragedy, one of the best in town; the great piece by Tom Carlson depicting the Power House District is peeling off the building. I use to go out of my way to view this work, even made a point to show to my cousin when he made a very rare visit into town. J.C. is earning a reputation for its muralists, but as our murals proliferate we need to start thinking about preservation.


This was a fun reception of an artist workshop turned gallery for a night. Another enjoyable art happening happened at Art House and during the annual studio tour, this authentic eccentric had turned in his apartment in to a work of art based somewhat on Kaballah based mysticism. And there was the Laundromat post card project.

My annual (perhaps) ode to smoking.

Here’s some local stuff:  An annual painting of a local shrine, an in-depth reflection in one of our countless puddles, Liberty State Park, a flying back hoe, interesting cemetery discovery, interesting graffiti, new pipes.



Climate change deniers are fools or liars. Oh wait, they may be both. Hurricane Irene ravaged some areas, but not Jersey City. In October, we had the “winter’s” worst snowstorm and a white halloween. The one real snow day I walked the transitional landscape of the Heights and Downtown. The unseasonably hot late winter days made some trees blossom while other branches remained winter stark, a paradox recorded here.


Music: this piece on Clarence Clemmons came out pretty well. This newer post, an analysis of a new Bruce songs and its two antecedents, is the kind of in-depth song analysis I prefer. I also reflected, not for the first time, on Bob Dylan. On the local front, a memorable set by the Ones & Nines, who keep getting better, and finally saw Ladel Mclin live, a genuine bluesman for our new century and some of the best guitar playing I’ve seen, and I’ve seen some of the greats. This was a very unique musical experience, a restored pipe organ concert. Of course, my favorite was the semi-improtu reunion of Any Day Parade, which was more of a party than a concert but these are some seriously talented musicians – at least when together – and Tree Jackson has a beautiful voice and writes great songs. Overall, a racous set but there were many moments of the brilliance their followers remember. Just because they’re local legends doesn’t make them any less legendary.





Jersey City Writer Taylor Swilue passed away this year, a talented cat who was also a good buddy. He battled a terminal illness, when he got out of a round of treatment and things temporarily seemed positive, I wrote this blog. The comment means so much to me. He is much missed.


Changing times: The last video store in Jersey City closing was not as surprising as the fact that there was still one left. Another sign of the new order finally being fully in place came when Hudson Camera finally gave up the Ghost. I had a roll of undeveloped black and white pictures from 9-11 that I got developed for the 10th anniversary of the terrorist attacks. I am the last person to get a BW film developed there, a badge honor that I hold dear. The endless development and re-development that I’ve documented did reveal an exterior of an Italian Deli, Fiore’s, which spurred some memories of going there before it closed in the 90s and was a well received blog post.


A major J.C. news story of 2012 was the Jersey Shore filming in Jersey City. I found it very peculiar that everybody who was opposed knew everything about the show. I’m not a TV watcher but I had an encounter with J-Wow. While I think this is an amusing post, and it is one of the few celebrity posts, I sort of regret how it came out. I was too hard on her.


Anyway, that’s about it. The 12 month nostalgia nickel has run out.Thanks again, let’s see what else unfolds.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

2011: My Best Reads

In March, I had a month long calamity. The apartment above mine had a flood, which severely damaged my abode. The repairs, clean up, dealing with the subcontractor to compensate my losses, basically meant I wasn’t able to read books for a few weeks. But I had some interesting reading experiences so as a first, thought I would try a best of list. These books are worth noting. These are the books that come to mind when I ask myself, what were the best books I read in the, rather arbitrary, period of 356 days. It’s not quite a third of the books I encountered 2011. 


My favorite new book of 2011 was Train Dreams, by Denis Johnson. It was one of the few “new” books I read this year. One of the greatest living American writers, I’ve been following his work since Angels, his first novel. Train Dreams is a novella, a gnarly tall tale of America and an individual. He works for a time as a railroad man in the upper Midwest, marries and has a son, but soon die and he lives out his life mostly as a recluse. With sensitivity, intelligence and a sense of wonder, he explores American individuality it a way that makes you feel that it is a new discovery. What a fine writer.

In a review I read of Train Dreams, Seek, Johnson’s collection of reportage and nonfiction pieces, was heavily praised. I had a read a couple things in Esquire or was it GQ, and wasn’t impressed for whatever reason and never picked up this work. Train Dreams was short, I read it twice through first time. I have a collection of his poetry, which was good but the collected poems – and apparently all his collections – are now out of print so I did pick up Seek as well as Shoppers, which is a play, actually two plays. Anyway, the plays were seriously, barely readable yet Seek was also one of the best books I read last year. He reports on the wars in Liberia and a Rainbow Tribes festival where he tries to revive some of his druggy hippie day; a series of essay looks at different deserts. All brilliant writing, as brilliant in their own way as Jesus’s Son. An obvious antecedent might be Armies of the Night by Norman Mailer, but this novelist nonfiction dabbling I think is superior. Word for word, he’s a better writer than Mailer – I love Mailer – also the pieces are more eclectic; who the heck wasn’t writing about the anti-war pieces in the 60s; when was the last time you read an essay on Liberia? That’s what I’m talking about. Well, as far as I can tell, except for one collection of poems, I’ve read all of Denis Johnson. Poetry gets no respect and as far as a serious readership of literary poetry goes – the very phrase and its apparent redundancy, literary poetry makes me sick but in our Spoken Word era what is one to say? – There are too few of us to count. It makes me sad.

Speaking of Mailer, I finally read Tough Guys Don’t Dance and loved it. It’s out of print and wasn’t really trying very had to find a copy, but in the library at my mom’s assisted living facility, which are just donated books, I found a copy. I dug it, better than the weird movie with Ryan O’Neil. Mailer adapted his style to the demands of noir as aptly as McCarthy did in No Country for Old Men, although Mailer was giving props to Raymond Chandler yet Mailer’s weird obsessions with Freud and sex and the failures of the American dream would not be tamed. Best noir, perhaps my favorite genre, I read all year. It’s more than 20 years, that’s sad. Underrated in Norman’s oeuvre, probably his best short novel, and made me want to read the rest of the oeuvre. I miss having Mailer around.

I haven’t read Harold Bloom’s Anxiety of Influence, where he lays out his main literary theory, which looks at literature as a whole with Shakespeare at the center, but I picked up his latest, Anatomy of Influence, where he furthers his theories. I’ve read enough of Bloom, particularly the Western Canon, so I’m hip to his jive. This may be his last major book; he hints as much, the man is in his 8os. The chapter on the poetry of D. H. Lawrence was illuminating, I used to love his poetry in high school but he has fallen out of favor and is known primarily for the novels. Bloom loves Hart Crane and the Montaigne. I soon picked up Hart Crane again; I was mainly familiar with The Bridge, now I went for his collected works – introduction by H.B. himself. I’m not sure, he’s a difficult read. Am I too far gone for poetry? I still read Whitman, not much else though and while I’ve written some rough things, I haven’t been encouraged to flesh out and make a poem again. I don’t know. Montaigne though, I had never read and I got a collection of his essays and found them quite brilliant and familiar, mainly because his influence is so dominant, the guy invented the essay practically, that nearly everyone in his wake owes a debt.

Bloom mainly led to my central reading experience of the year and also perhaps, my life. Shakespeare, perhaps you heard of him. I loved Shakespeare in High school and one of my most memorable College Courses was a Shakespeare class. I have always tried to include classics in my reading and would read a Shakespeare here and there, and figured I would get through them all, eventually. I recommend the Folgers editions, which feature definitions for all the words and phrases that need definitions – yes, just about every other line – as well as brief scene by scene synopsis and an interesting essay about the specific play. They are also cheap, five bucks and easy to carry, small, reasonably plump paperbacks. Perfect reading for the PATH and NYC subway. Huh? You say. Subway reading is filled with distractions and at best, you only get a 10-15 minute batch, the thing with Shakespeare is that the language which is beautiful but inverted, archaic – he anticipates Melville and Joyce, who are probably harder to read – so to really absorb what he has written, small but consecutive doses work best. Reading the plays in clusters – and aside from newspapers, magazines, websites and BLOGS! Shakespeare was my reading. It was my Summer Shakespeare, more than six weeks I reckon. Shakespeare wrote 38 plays and prior to my Shakespeare, I had only read or seen 20. Once I got rolling, I found that I could read about three per week, reading them back to back made the reading faster and easier. Whether reading or see a stage or film production, there is always an initiation period with Shakespeare, your mind has to adapt to not just the language but the way of thinking. With Shakespeare, anything could mean everything. It’s not really a double entendre or taking things more than one way, but everything about the human experience is taken into consideration.
The Merry Wives of Windsor and the Two Gentlemen of Verona are rubbish, but Titus Andronicus was a phantasmagoric nightmare. Anthony & Cleopatra, probably the only major play I had yet to read, seems to anticipate the femme fatale in Cleopatra, more so than Lady Macbeth, a woman the desire for whom drives men to extreme yet is not without love. Pericles had a real yarn about it. The Noble Kinsmen was a thoroughly, unabashed entertaining read. Richard II, the man ill suited to be king, was quite moving. What was really funny that about a week after reading Timon of Athens, I saw it performed in Van Vorst Park. I was able to talk to young actors and their not so young director, in depth, about the play.  

Reading the plays in a cluster of about two months was an exercise I recommend. As a guide, I read Shakespeare: The Invention of the Human by Harold Bloom, where he analyzes each play, enabling me to get the most of out each reading. Also, he gives history of the criticism of each play, so you get an idea of how it was interpreted and where it might stand in the Western Canon. But where does it stand within Shakespeare? This is a fun question. I remember my college Shakespeare teacher saying how Titus was a bad play; it was one we didn’t read. There was always an acceptance that not all of Shakespeare is good. Yet, beyond a core (Hamlet, Lear, etc.) what is the best. It is an open question, one that has to do with trends of fads of any era. Bloom doesn’t like Titus, but admits that he might be wrong, yet I consider Titus, well maybe not Hamlet or Lear but as interesting, entertaining and well written as Macbeth, better even. Bloom says that 12 to 15 of the plays are great, so even he admits to an inconclusive answer. My Shakespeare summer not only was about the plays I read, but, with the help of Bloom, I thought about the plays that I have had previously read as well. The idea of bad Shakespeare started to bug me, Merry Wives not withstanding. Bloom and my College professor were wrong about Titus. I’m not sure what to think of the term Minor Shakespeare, except that it is misleading. Hamlet and Lear are simply incomparable works of genius. Those aside, I guess I would put it, there is a lot more major Shakespeare than is generally agreed upon. Lastly, Bloom writes about how Shakespeare reads us. He talks about the categories of Tragedy, Comedy and History and how Shakespeare actually evades them. So true, all the plays have elements of Drama and Humor, they are a complete experience. Humanity is a funny thing, a mix of comedy and tragedy as we all, together and individually struggle with our fate – we can never chose our parents, the decisions we make within the context of our fate and endure the defining component of humanity – the burden of mortality. As the summer wore on, Shakespeare was reading me.
Looking back now, I realize, it was weeks, probably a month, before I read anything that recall as of value. A prejudice lingered. I did not want to give up that world.

Anyway, for the record, these were the plays in my Summer Shakespeare Festival: Love's Labour's Lost, Measure for Measure, The Merry Wives of Windsor, Pericles, Prince of Tyre, The Taming of the Shrew, Twelfth Night, The Two Gentlemen of Verona The Two Noble Kinsmen, Richard II, Henry VI, Part 1, Henry VI, Part 2, Henry VI, Part 3, Henry VIII, Coriolanus, Titus Andronicus , Timon of Athens , Troilus and Cressida, and Cymbeline.

 William Trevor is a contemporary Irish writer, known mainly for his short stories. Love and Summer was one of the better novels I read this year, it’s a few years old, and while it takes place in Ireland it has a real universal flavor. Takes place in a rural setting, a farmer’s wife has an affair with a man who has returned to the town to pack up his dead father’s house. Just a superbly sensitive portrayal of desire, how we cope with loss and how happiness is not just out of reach, but more complex than we realize, especially when we don’t want to admit we have it.
Just Kids by Patti Smith. This literary memoir will move you regardless of how you feel about Patti Smith. She’s a major hero to me, I’m a huge fan and this book filled in a lot of gaps about her life. She’s a true believer in literature too. Mainly it’s about her relationship with Robert Mapplethorpe, the photographer. There have been friendships and relationships between artists before, both within the same medium or in different mediums. Patti Smith redefined music and Mapplethorpe redefined photography. They were both major and game changers in their individual mediums. I don’t think there is another example of such a close relationship between two artists of such comparable stature. But it’s not about their celebrity, or really their work, it’s about a deep, loyal relationship, against a backdrop of the 60s became the 70s until Mapplethorpe became another victim of the AIDS pandemic of the 80s. Really accomplished writing too. Right on sister!

 Cheri by Collette. I had read her short stories, which did not move me. I like French literature (in translation) a lot, but mainly 19th century. A recent film was made of this novel, I haven’t seen it but I read the book instead. Cheri is a young man who is kept by a courtesan twice his age. Early 20th century French society was filled with contradictions, Lea while a kept woman for her youth and unmarried, is accepted to a degree by society. Cheri is pampered and a narcissist. Everything is just below the surface in this novel. The two fulfill each other sexually but they make the fatal mistake of falling in love, the man being the one admired – the descriptions of his body are feverish – the woman being the one who keeps him reverses the more typical man/woman dynamic. They must part because he must marry for money, a woman his own age and because love, true love, is the biggest threat to society. The edition I had included the sequel, the Return of Cheri, takes place after World War I and there is an uncomfortable reunion between Lea and Cheri. The world has changed – more so than Collette cared to admit I think – and love remains, insistent yet neither former lover dare not speak its name.
 The Way We Live Now. England is a very odd country, I sort of like Trollope, I mean, I’ve read him, he’s sort of fluffy and while not as gnarly as Dickens or Hardy– who are not as gnarly as Zola or Melville – there’s something honest and infectious about him. He seems to celebrate the Victorian era he lived in more than he criticizes it. I only read this book because it is one of the few classics I still had left of the bucket list, but I enjoyed it more than I anticipated. An undercurrent in the book – the instigating event that sets the plot in motion is an American coming to London to solicit investment in a railroad company that soon goes bust and wreaks havoc in the lives of some brits yearning to remain, at least in appearance, aristocratic – struck a contemporary chord. Europe’s current crisis can reasonably be blamed on the corruption under the Bush administration of our financial system. I don’t know how much I like Trollope, but I enjoyed reading this plump 19th century tale. The realism was more in the story than the writing, which is not always the case, especially as realism became more the standard in literature post-Trollope.
 Grand Oaks Books, which I think is a publisher on demand with a deal with Amazon came out with The Fortune of the Rougons by Emile Zola, which may be the first translation of this novel, the first in the Rougon-MacQuart Cycle, which they are calling Zola’s great 20 works of fiction that follow members of a French family in the 19th century. I love Zola, he is one of my favorite writers, although I always thought Theresa Raquin started the series. I’ve read all I can find in English, which is about 17 or 18, as well as some of the ones he wrote after this, his life’s work. The action takes in Plassans, where the peasantry rise up against the forces of Napoleon III; a young peasant couple, Miette and Silvere meet and fall in love and join in the uprising. Dr. Pascal makes a cameo, his story is the last novel in the series where he sums up the previous 19 or so books and their characters. Trains, Farms, Restaurants, Department Stores, Banking, Artists, Mining, Prostitution, Clergy, just about every facet of 19th century French life, falls under Zola’s scrutiny. This lively translation was seamless, the book itself well made, a large photograph adorns the simple cover, large typeface that fills the page, it’s a beautiful paperback. The company claims they are going to publish, for the first time in order, new translations of the Zola cycle. I couldn’t be more excited. They said four a year for five years, but I haven’t seen another edition since this debut, so who knows. Finding a new Zola to read is pure pleasure.
The Age of Reagan by Sean Wilentz, first and foremost, is a great read. I could not put it down. In 2010, I read his book, Dylan in America, which is the best book on Dylan, which isn’t saying all that much because all the biographies stink. He’s a historian and places Dylan within the context of America, really original and insightful work. This book came out the year before, and is essentially a political history of the 80s and 90s, even though he illuminates the strain of conservative politics as it emerged mid-20th century. It’s non-polemical, to such an extent that it may be a flaw; it’s an objective look with telling details, such as Clarence Thomas, never a judge before his objectionable appointment to the Supreme Court, who was an Education Department official in the Reagan administration, gaining popularity by blocking any educational initiative. Another insight I think about was the white flight in the cities and those WWII and Baby Boomer folks who lost allegiance to the City Machine Politics. They voted Reagan in for sure, but a lot of them different vote. Barely 60 percent of the country voted in 1980. The Age of Reagan is marked by drastic drops in voting. Scary and illuminating, this is a well written book entirely about politics in America during basically the era where I grew up. It was published in 2008, I bought it was a cheap remainder at Barnes & Nobles cause it isn’t out in paperback, wasn’t in the J.C. library and I refuse the Kindle. Reading this book the same year the Occupy Wall Street movement began gave me nearly as much new perspective as the immortal Bard.

Best Re-Read of the year: As I lay Dying. It’s been more than 20 years since I did a college paper on this Faulkner. I love Faulkner, I estimate between the college Faulkner class and the reading since; I’m about 80 percent through. Spotted Horses is still my go to, but his multiple narrator work in a stream of consciousness style was fun to revisit. I read Intruder in the Dust right after cause I didn’t want to let ole Bill go so fast. I hadn’t read it before, it was fun, the writing seemed a tad forces, I got impatient. A black man is falsely accused of murder and a lawyer, Gavin, who appears in the stories in Knight’s Gambit, Faulkner’s brand of who dunnits, proves his innocence. Faulkner had progressive views of Civil Rights for his milieu, but could never imagine a world different than Jim Crow south. Unlike To Kill a Mocking Bird, where the black man’s innocence is incidental to his fate under the apartheid system of the American South through most of the 20th century, I didn’t believe it for a second. Yet, it was a full explanation of Southern Mentality of the era, unvarnished and without apology.



































Friday, October 28, 2011

Saint Jude Novena

Happy Saint Jude Feast Day!

Saint Jude is known as the saint of lost causes and desperate situations. Congratulations to everybody completing the Saint Jude Novena.

This prayer tradition takes place at Saint Michael Church
on 9th street. This Jersey City tradition dates back to the 1930s, here’s some history & mystery about Saint Jude in Jersey City.
From the General Epistle of Saint Jude
20 But ye, beloved, building up yourselves on your most holy
faith, praying in the Holy Ghost.



Gospel of Saint John, XIV

22 Judas saith unto him, not Iscariot, Lord, how is it that thou wilt manifest thyself unto us, and not unto the world?

23 Jesus answered and said unto him, he will keep my words: my father will love him, and he will come unto him, and make our abode with him.

24 He that loveth me not keepeth not my sayings: and the word which ye hear is not mine, but the Father’s which sent me.

25 These things I spoken unto you, being yet present with you.

26 But the comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.



Help me to live with faith
in the promise that God is always with us.
Help me to live with hope
that God will bring us through our pain and suffering.
Help me to live with love
so I can bring Christ’s light to others.

From Novena Meditations to Saint Jude, Liguori Press

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Random Jazz

The cat on alto here wailed. Sun came out in the park this afternoon of our reluctant spring. The quartet went into Girl from Ipanema. A woman in the background catches a football. Wonderfully NYC, wonderfully Village. Purely so. Reprieve however temporary eases the mind. A moment in the park, sun in the reluctant spring shining on your face as you sit on the bench and ponder how that same sun shone in this same reluctant spring in this park in this city centuries before and will shine in this same moment centuries from now, and that the very idea of continuum is what makes it distinct. But what makes this bright sun and blue sky in this moment only for you is this music now, the jazz. No one in the band was born here or even born in this hemisphere. English is their second language. Yet, utterly jazz fluent, chops as good as any you’ve heard. You forget about the simple joy of the sun and park and the listening to musicians play a pleasant melody and even how this jazz-centric arrangement transforms the familiar samba. You are thinking only about the sax solo. More feeling than thinking, actually. The sun is still shining, people walk by, she tosses the football back to her companion. The sky remains blue. Your mind is still eased. But that solo pierces through, then strips away everything else until you are aware of only the sound of the saxophone and the joy of anticipation then the joy of surprise when you hear what comes next. You helplessly surrender to your instinct to clap. About an hour – and a few cellphone conversations and non-terminal aggravations – later, you are on line at Starbucks and the original Girl from Ipanema comes through the speakers. The synchronicity makes you smile. You think maybe I should play the lottery. Then you remember the solo, realizing kismet transcends coincidence as everything is stripped away again for another second or two.







Friday, April 1, 2011

Year Two: Reflections

I figure I’ll make this an April one tradition.

Dislocations has just completed its sophomore year. Thanks everybody for reading.

Again, I apologize for the lousy copy editing. It is sorely lacking but I’m a one man band here. Seeing the typos makes me cringe more than any body, which by way of apology is pretty thin soup but all that my ladle can serve.

I’ve been enduring some Apartment Hell which is one reason I’ve been a tad lacks in posts. A flood occurred in the apartment above mine, clean up and some renovation resulted. But I’m fine. I’m a bit of loner and the title of this blog reflects a kind of isolation. Ironically, writing this blog has eased some of the isolation, which is actually nice. I’ve met more people and actually made some friends while not directly due to the blog, the blog was factor. This has been an unexpected benefit. For some reason, it has happened more in the past year then the year before. Not sure why, but it has been a pleasing amount of fun. This blog has evolved, and continues to evolve.

I started Dislocation as bit of a lark and to promote a website of my literary work. That was a geocities deal when I started, but that endeavor folded. Last fall, I launched another website – Timhrklit – which you might also enjoy, which has a lot of the now unlost geocities fiction, memoir and poetry.

Part of the evolution has been the concentration on Jersey City I love Jersey City. I don’t really know exactly why. I can think of reasons, but I can also think of reasons that it ticks me off. Good lord, Jersey City can annoy (you know who I mean!). I have many friends in town. On the surface, we often have little or nothing in common, except a shared sense of and devotion to place, an appreciation and loyalty to the same city. Why the love for this grimy, DIY and corrupt ex-factory town where lagoons form around every corner when it rains? Why ask why. I just like it here, next!

Jersey City is quintessential New Jersey. I’m not talking any MTV show (I do not watch television) or even Bruce Springsteen, whom I am a fan of but he hasn’t written a N.J. song since the Carter Administration! The true essence of the Garden State – the Northern part – is found here, whatever that essence is – whatever that part of the American story is that started with the Dutch genocide of the Lenni Lenape inhabitants, was followed by being the bloody ground for many Revolutionary war battles (and became rebel bulwark against the Tory stronghold of Manhattan), then a stop along the Underground Railroad even though there were still slave holders in the state, and then whose Agrarian culture gradually became supplanted by the Industrial Revolution that economically empowered Ellis Island era immigrants and is now the present day setting for a confluence of trends: new immigrants, gentrification, de-industrialization and a the millennial generation coming into their own. Jersey City is not just Jersey undiluted; it’s a microcosm of America now.

I like to walk. I require solitude and reverie in order to maintain sanity. Walking city streets encourages contemplation. Evidence of my maintaining sanity has become a large part of this blog, they are the pictures taken during my strolls, either about what I see or a comment about the weather or what I hope is funny. I just seemed to have done more of that this year, random/observation/things. Make of that what you will In no order, these observations stand out in my memory (
here here here here here here here here here here).

One of the best things in town to happen in 2010 was the start of the
JC Film Forum, the local cineaste society that screens films on Sunday evenings at the JC Art School. This is not a very good blog, and I’ve written other blogs about it, which are likewise a tad lame. Going here prompted me to do some writing about film on Dislocations. The reason however, I list it in the annual round up is that for some reason, this blog gets the highest number of page views, according to the google stats! Go figure!

My
new favorite blog is a recent one, about the freight train. I suspect we will see this hidden terrain here again in the upcoming year. The pictures and the writing are probably just average, but standing next to a moving train was pure exhilaration. I just like trains, and I’ve seen these beautiful iron horses transport our necessities on this line since I moved to town and always wanted to see it up close and until this winter morning never did.

Maybe best blog of the past year was about my old Buddy Darren who came to town with his marvelous children to take in a night at The Feast, the August celebration on 6th Street. I think a universalized event was observed with that one.

I also liked this one about visiting my mother. Autobiographical but it’s also about journey and sometimes the farthest distance between a point A and a point B is actually the closes in terms of actual miles.

This blog is about Max Fish. The lack of copy editing makes me want to weep, as does this personal story, but in a different way. This was my bar when I lived in the lower east side before embarking on JC residency. It’s about a lot of things, but it is also what it means to have a bar.

Remember the mosque that caused such a controversy? That was a rare dip into current events. I try to avoid politics, one can’t. I did like this paean to voting very much.

Writing music reviews is harder than I thought. I have a few that I started, on Johnny Cash, Hilary Kole, and the Louvin Brothers that I can’t seem to finish. I tend to go long on them. I thought that would be a big component of Dislocations. Funny, when I first conceived of this, the Jersey City aspect was meant to be a minor part. No one can predict these things. Luckily, there’s some good music to observe in town.
Kelly Saint Patrick has an angelic face, versatile voice and knows her way around the guitar, played one of the better sets at the 2010 Groove on Grove series, her songs exhibited insight into the heart. The Nouvellas I caught by chance at the 4th Street Festival, this crew fronted by a female duo could lead their own neo-soul music revival. Totally awesome, I play their CD sometimes. My favorite local band remains Any Day Parade, even though they broke up. I play their two CDs a lot! Tree, their leader started a new band, the Morning Glorys and I caught a cooking set at the 58 Gallery, which turned out was both a farewell – Tree moved back to her Kentucky home, land of her birth – and a call to arms, civic pressure is building against performance spaces and this event made it clear sides have been drawn. I got a good blog, anyway.

Art. Like I keep repeating, I hate to repeat myself, which is one reason you do not see a blog on every opening at one of our cool but struggling galleries. Some artists I’m friends with, some I sort of follow. I am not interested in covering art, I just wonder what (and how) a piece is making me feel. I am also interested in seeing what sort of context in which I can place the art, and if it says something about our world. I think I was mostly successful towards reaching this objective with the
Thomas Carlson’s Mural, and this show by Ken Bastards. I like both those dudes and they’re really talented, but I think those two blogs transcended all that.

I try to go to something different every Artist Tour and even every JC Friday, although the latter I’m not too successful at doing. This
year for the former, I liked the peak into this couple’s work and life. A few months ago I liked this show at the gia studio -- Memory Maps -- a place that is new to me. Most of the galleries retail art and I have nothing against that, but this show was conceptual art and maybe artists in town might want to think about something beyond retail, something dealing with ideas and perceptions. Once in a while, might be interesting to see.

I remember this blog too, about Uta Brauser receving recognition at the 4th Street Art Festival. She deserves it very much. I’ve done a few blogs related to her going ons. Unfortunately, she closed her Jersey Ave Gallery, but it still doing the Creative Grove. She seems emblematic of the struggles between art and authority now taking place in our fair city. I always side with art (and artists natch)!

2011 also saw the farewell to Gold Coast Fitness. Here were some memories about a place that saved me from a life of slothful obesity.

Anyway, that’s about it for now. Enough reflections! Hell, I'm too busy thinking of blogs to reflect on the blogs. Okay. I'm just busy with other crap. I'm only plugging anyway. I could name a few others. All in all, not a bad collection of internet writing, some of it anyway. On to April, on to the rest of the year, the rest of life! Thanks for reading! God Bless You All!