Tuesday, April 5, 2011

A Tearing Up Sidewalk Again Spring



They just did this sidewalk didn’t they? Street-scaped and everything. Why are they replacing it again now? Déjà vu may be the only shovel ready projects still ready. A friend of mine pointed out to me that I take too many damn pictures around here. I’m sick of seeing old Rail Road avenue on your blog! Well, so am I and even though I’ve taken a few of these sidewalk shard shots, this was relatively early and the Open sign was lit at the barbershop about an hour or so earlier than usual and I was thinking that one of the barbers got here early maybe trying to make some money off people traipsing to work and now this construction going on, again, put the kabosh on making some extra scratch. Then I noticed the plump red buds on the branches and remembered the Mets won their first game of the season a day or two ago so the inevitable end of winter is officially declared in spite of the chill still in the air that morning and add the incinerator authority vehicle and what you get is another Jersey City morning that is both new and the same. Life serves you another slice. Ever see that Film Smoke, it’s by Paul Auster or maybe he just wrote the screenplay, it's with Harvey Kietal and William Hurt and Harvey owns this tobacco store in Brooklyn and one of his hobbies is to take a picture of the same corner every day for years and years, watch subtle changes and Hurt looks through the album because it turns out his dead wife often walked on the sidewalk and he could just glimpse her in an ordinary every day way. That was an inspiration to me, even though the movie is a tad boring and good lord, I really dislike Auster’s novels. But there ya go, ordinary, everyday until the city decides to re-tear up the sidewalk on your block and you get annoyance and noise and inconvenience. Still… shards of sidewalk, crooked slabs of concrete, plump red buds ready to turn into leaves… not what you wanted but at least it’s for you to see




Monday, April 4, 2011

Third & Monmouth Bejeweled

Hey is your pole bejeweled or are you just glad to reach the corner of Third and Monmouth? I just noticed who knows how long these little mirrors have been glued here. Random Street Art can also beautify the most overlooked details of our fair city. Yes, somebody glued these nifty tiny mirrors (and semi-precious glass stones) on top of this pole for the simple reason they capture and reflect the light in a place that heretofore never captured light. It might have been an agent from the mirror dimension who actually created an inter-dimensional portal so our realm can eventually be robbed of our resources, but since our resources are pretty much gone I am guessing clever street art. It’s a clever block.

Jesse Jackson Button

Never know what will turn up cleaning up after Apartment turmoil.

Since this historic run in the 1984 Democratic primary, Jesse Jackson has made many flubs and misfires and mistakes. He can be kind of a goof ball. It is fun to make fun of him by mimicking his accent, talking like you have marbles in your mouth and have the last word in every sentence rhyme. But I still admire him and I’m proud to have voted for him in my first presidential primary vote.

Shirley Chisum (well before I was of legal age) and Al Sharpton, two other leaders I admire, probably ran more enlightening primary campaigns. Several elections passed before I bothered to cast another primary vote. I remember a rhetorical contradiction Jackson made that turned me off when he attempted another bid in 1988. But in 1984, only my second presidential election which I was eligible to vote (I voted for John Anderson in 1980 instead of Jimmy Carter, a foolish decision), I wanted to vote for Jackson.

They changed the laws recently so New Jersey gets an earlier primary, I forget the details. But back then and for the longest time, our Super Tuesday is not super at all, the winner has already been determined. It’s often just a formality. The 1984 primary was that rare competitive race for the Garden State.

I was young and broke and struggling with a career. I loved literature of course, and studied philosophy and economics and took some political science and such. I knew Reagan was no friend of middle class outcasts (or incasts) like myself. His early years in office – the same time I entered the work force – were the highest records of inflation and unemployment (Bush II ended by beating the unemployment figures and causing a bigger financial debacle than the 87 crash), but people liked him. America wanted to exorcize Nixon from the collective memory. People were ready to detest the 60s and eagerly supported a robust backlash against the social gains made during the era.

My parents almost always voted Republican as did two of the siblings, the other three were apathetic and didn’t vote. They liked Ronnie. Reaganism coincided with the percentage of the voting eligible actually voting shrinking, a trend halted by the 2008 Obama election (yes we can!), although childish apathy on the part of younger voters was revived with the 2010 mid-term debacle.

I don’t hate politics, but no matter how compelling the discussion soon grows tedious.

Voting for Jackson and wearing this button – I got in it in exchange for a five dollar political contribution I made to a young black woman behind a folding table in the Bergen Mall – felt good. I didn’t wear it a lot, never to work – politics and religion should never be part of the workplace – but I wore it around some and still keep it by the writing desk Growing up in the white enclave of Paramus New Jersey, I just knew the resentment loudly vocalized by many of the adults – many of whom had fled Jersey City! – against blacks was stupid. I was a Dylan fan early on, and songs like Only A Pawn In Their Game – they keep up his hate, so he never thinks straight, about the shape that he’s in – had a profound impact on forming my political philosophy.

My parents weren’t marching with King, but I never heard them use a racial term. My father loathed All in the Family and the Archie Bunker character, whom he thought was too likeable. I forget if it was my brother or somebody in the scout troop, but I distinctly remember his angrily telling them to shut up when making some racist joke they heard from Archie, I’m just sick of hearing that crap! he said. My parents may never protested when one of their peers or neighborhood parents had a racist opinion – and they weren’t exactly interested in listening to my Bob Dylan (much less Phil Ochs ) records – but they never spouted anything racist that I can recall.

There were no black people in my entire town, except for a few who worked in mostly custodial positions at the Malls. When I first met some one of color whom I befriended it was at my first job at the Stop & Shop, when I was a teenager. The first time I met a black person of any kind I was seven going on eight, becoming a cub scout, and my father drove me to Hackensack (which most of the neighbors called Blackensack) to the clothing store that sold the uniforms. He was the scout master, so the guy was glad to see him. He sold a lot of uniforms because of dad. They were friends. He was a huge man, big guy, really dark complexion too. I just remember him being loud and jolly and warm and friendly. Clarence Clemmons! He put his hands under my armpits and lifted me up above his head. I was nearly eight, I had not been lifted like this for a couple of years. I had outgrown it until now when I met someone his size. He seemed like a dark, happy giant. This memory remains vivid for me.

Racist jokes were common. People were pissed off about the state of the country, the riots, the drugs, the rebellious youth, the bloody defeat in Vietnam or the fact their racism prompted them to leave the city for the suburbs for an American dream that didn’t pan out as hoped for and only increased their disappointment about the hand-basket our country was heading to hell in. They seem to blame most of it, if not all of it, on the coloreds, later the blacks, who didn’t appreciate how good they had it here.

I remember parents – never my father – but other parents saying vile crap driving us when you would see the rare black person through the car windows, except that the racism wasn’t seen then as vile crap but common sense. A lot of National Geographic Magazine Jokes. Jungle Bunny was a popular term of endearment. The N-word, always used with intended derision, was acceptable.

Maybe I was scared of this adult at first. Abruptly lifting me up immediately broke down my defenses, I was shocked. He commanded my respect, but it was also a sincere welcome. I had never seen a black person this close before and he probably had some awareness of this obvious fact. He raised me without warning and when he put down I was laughing. It was suddenly fun! Remembering going to Hackensack with my Dad to get my blue cub scout uniform and being lifted into the air by this big, funny, black man still makes me happy.

I sincerely wanted to make a statement with this vote in 1984. There was no way Jackson would win the nomination and there was no way the Democrat could beat Reagan.

Ronnie was preternaturally likable, he could hold you in his thrall like no politician before or since. I liked him even though I hated him, everything he stood for and all the worker suppressing policies he enacted. I wanted to cast a vote for a mainstream black candidate, it just was important to me.

Not the only factor in this decision. I loved the rhetoric. I studied many King speeches, Ralph Abernathy and Benjamin Hooks spoke at my college. The long breath cadences captivated me. While surely some of that Black style of preaching with those run-on sentences filled with rhymes and alliterations, can be attributed to being remnants of the African oral tradition that survived the subjugation and cultural obliteration of slavery and Jim Crow, the idiosyncratic construction also comes out of the protestant preaching styles of the 18th and 19th centuries that were so influenced by both the Saint James Bible and Shakespeare. Look at transcriptions of the King speeches, they resemble Melville sentence structure!

Yes, use of language is a factor when it comes to my vote!

Also, I supported the civil rights movement – well I would have if I was not a child playing with Tonka Trucks and Captain Action– and in the 70s, that movement was a wreck and heavily factionalized. The black power movement had been gangsterized, and the Panthers who survived the shoot outs with the FBI had gone underground and hooked up with the SLA. Jackson deserves the credit for keeping the post King Assassination civil rights movement a viable force within National politics, and he did so not just by his activism, leading marches for causes big and small, he set up inner city educational and breakfast programs, anti-drug programs, block to block organizing. The effectiveness may be a matter of degree, but his pragmatic, hands-on approach to at least weakening the deleterious impact federal policies were having on our inner cities and minority populations served to augment the more overt political activities Jackson participated in for the news cameras.

Reagansim might have won the battles of the 80s, but I shudder to think how worse the defeat would have been without Jackson. How anybody could not recognize the good he was doing in the aftermath of the 60s, well that was just racist and ignorant in my opinion. Then and now!

Finally what I also admired about Jackson is that he linked the civil rights movement with the worker rights and union movement. By the 70s, both movements had fallen on hard times and while they should have been natural allies, but they were at odds with each other. Prejudicial apprehension and unwillingness to compromise or to support stands on issues not on their personal agendas kept both sides apart. Inabilities to transcend ego continue to hinder progressives. The failure of unions and civil right movement supporters to form a significant coalition in the 70s served to make the rich and the corporations more powerful. Instead of sharing objectives, their resentment of each other undermined those objectives.

Jackson was there at every strike and supported unions, and continued to be on these front lines to the present day. First thing Reagan did was bust the air traffic controllers union. Part of the reason he was able to do this so effectively was the workers movement lacked leadership—mechanics and pilots crossed the picket lines enabling the airline industry to function with scabs in the towers. Result? Flights are less safe, salaries in that industry continue to plummet. Reagan moved on to closing factories, unraveling our manufacturing infrastructure, shipping jobs overseas and suppressing organized labor. Overall wages nationwide have dropped and remain stagnant because of the policies that Reagan set in motion, Bush II revived and strengthened, that are still with us, turning our Nation into a two tier society.

In 1984, Jackson was one of the few politicians and celebrities fighting the good fight.

Don’t listen to their lies, poor folks have got no chance unless they organize. Will you be a scab or will you be a man? Which side are you on?

That button answered that question and quite frankly, still does!

We know how history turned out. We know about the cost of Republican’s Southern Strategy. Reagan started his 1980 presidential campaign in Philadelphia. Mississippi, a city where the 1960s murder of civil rights activists remain unsolved, and declared his support for “states rights,” and used Racist language – Welfare Queens! – in both the 80 & 84 elections. He let AIDS ravage inner city populations. Police brutality against blacks became the acceptable norm. Race Riots, not seen since the King assassination, erupted with the Rodney King incident during the final years of his successor, Bush I. That is the legacy of that shit bucket evil mother f-er Ronald Reagan!!!

Voted for Jesse Jackson? Damn straight!

After the Jackson run, overt racism grew less acceptable. In the 80s, parents might still have been racist, but they no longer used the n-word with ease and frequency in open company. Racist jokes were no longer cracked out in the open. Two black families even moved into Paramus, one was in our neighborhood (this is no lie). Incremental achievements were made and while they might be smaller links in the chain, links they still are and Jackson deserves some credit for them. Obviously, with Obama in office, the nation has come a long way since 1984 and this button now only proves I’m as old as I look. I am kind of proud of it though and at the time, in the circles I was in, I was quite alone with this stance. To vote in a primary in NJ you have to register as either a Democrat or Republican, which you can do on the day of the primary election, and most of the time voting in a primary in NJ is useless, the race is already decided. I don’t follow local politics closely enough to be bothered with those primaries.

It would be 20 years before I voted in another primary, which would be for John Kerry in 2004. I had followed his career and was impressed with the guy. He served then opposed the war, and as an elected official fought for the rights of Vietnam Veterans. I liked him more than his Democratic opponents (I never trusted John Edwards!).

Kerry ran an awful campaign and let’s face it, the more you saw of him the more annoying he seemed.

Now. I could have voted Al Sharpton in 04 He did a primary run and even said a very prescient statement – we need a constitutional amendment that makes healthcare a right!

I like Sharpton, an opinion that has gotten me some grief. Did I lose my idealism? Well, maybe Sharpton in 04 was not as inspiring as Jackson was in 1984. But here is the real difference. Reagan won a landslide and in 2004; after Bush II stole the Election enabled by the Supreme Court and childish, anti-intellectual progressives who supported Ralph Nader (an utter douche), throwing away your vote, even in the name of righteous idealism, has ramifications. That’s my opinion.

We live in polarized times, and elections are too close to fool around with. A unified left – at least when push comes to shove like elections and such – is crucial. I just liked Kerry more than Sharpton, and I liked him enough to vote in a primary for the first time in 20 years.

In 2008? I voted again in the Primary, for Hilary. I loved the Clintons, 8 years of peace and prosperity. The OJ Simpson debacle might have caused confusion and hurt feelings, but riots did not erupt. I will never understand how people did not want to continue that administration with Al Gore, one of the greatest Americans of my lifetime. I thought that was more important to me than voting Obama. But, she has been a great secretary of state and I like President Obama. He works hard and gives great speeches and is on the side of workers. He is also working against an unfriendly media, a well-funded right wing getting more and more extreme, no longer even willing to give us Compassionate Conservative, lip service.

Some (not all) of the criticism of Obama by the left seems to come from the same racist motivation as most (not all) of the criticism of Obama by the right.

He deserves a second term and quite frankly there is nobody on the progressive side who has the same leadership charisma. He needs our support. He needs more support, not this sniveling back biting from people and politicians who should know better.

I’m not optimistic at this moment. Who could be? New Jersey voted in Christie for goodness sakes!

I was reading this blog post over with NPR on in the background and a lead newstory is Barak announcing his reelection bid. Ironic. If there is a primary, I’ll vote him. Maybe I’ll wear this button when I do, or maybe sell it on e-bay and just re-read this blog.

Friday, April 1, 2011

Year Two: Reflections

I figure I’ll make this an April one tradition.

Dislocations has just completed its sophomore year. Thanks everybody for reading.

Again, I apologize for the lousy copy editing. It is sorely lacking but I’m a one man band here. Seeing the typos makes me cringe more than any body, which by way of apology is pretty thin soup but all that my ladle can serve.

I’ve been enduring some Apartment Hell which is one reason I’ve been a tad lacks in posts. A flood occurred in the apartment above mine, clean up and some renovation resulted. But I’m fine. I’m a bit of loner and the title of this blog reflects a kind of isolation. Ironically, writing this blog has eased some of the isolation, which is actually nice. I’ve met more people and actually made some friends while not directly due to the blog, the blog was factor. This has been an unexpected benefit. For some reason, it has happened more in the past year then the year before. Not sure why, but it has been a pleasing amount of fun. This blog has evolved, and continues to evolve.

I started Dislocation as bit of a lark and to promote a website of my literary work. That was a geocities deal when I started, but that endeavor folded. Last fall, I launched another website – Timhrklit – which you might also enjoy, which has a lot of the now unlost geocities fiction, memoir and poetry.

Part of the evolution has been the concentration on Jersey City I love Jersey City. I don’t really know exactly why. I can think of reasons, but I can also think of reasons that it ticks me off. Good lord, Jersey City can annoy (you know who I mean!). I have many friends in town. On the surface, we often have little or nothing in common, except a shared sense of and devotion to place, an appreciation and loyalty to the same city. Why the love for this grimy, DIY and corrupt ex-factory town where lagoons form around every corner when it rains? Why ask why. I just like it here, next!

Jersey City is quintessential New Jersey. I’m not talking any MTV show (I do not watch television) or even Bruce Springsteen, whom I am a fan of but he hasn’t written a N.J. song since the Carter Administration! The true essence of the Garden State – the Northern part – is found here, whatever that essence is – whatever that part of the American story is that started with the Dutch genocide of the Lenni Lenape inhabitants, was followed by being the bloody ground for many Revolutionary war battles (and became rebel bulwark against the Tory stronghold of Manhattan), then a stop along the Underground Railroad even though there were still slave holders in the state, and then whose Agrarian culture gradually became supplanted by the Industrial Revolution that economically empowered Ellis Island era immigrants and is now the present day setting for a confluence of trends: new immigrants, gentrification, de-industrialization and a the millennial generation coming into their own. Jersey City is not just Jersey undiluted; it’s a microcosm of America now.

I like to walk. I require solitude and reverie in order to maintain sanity. Walking city streets encourages contemplation. Evidence of my maintaining sanity has become a large part of this blog, they are the pictures taken during my strolls, either about what I see or a comment about the weather or what I hope is funny. I just seemed to have done more of that this year, random/observation/things. Make of that what you will In no order, these observations stand out in my memory (
here here here here here here here here here here).

One of the best things in town to happen in 2010 was the start of the
JC Film Forum, the local cineaste society that screens films on Sunday evenings at the JC Art School. This is not a very good blog, and I’ve written other blogs about it, which are likewise a tad lame. Going here prompted me to do some writing about film on Dislocations. The reason however, I list it in the annual round up is that for some reason, this blog gets the highest number of page views, according to the google stats! Go figure!

My
new favorite blog is a recent one, about the freight train. I suspect we will see this hidden terrain here again in the upcoming year. The pictures and the writing are probably just average, but standing next to a moving train was pure exhilaration. I just like trains, and I’ve seen these beautiful iron horses transport our necessities on this line since I moved to town and always wanted to see it up close and until this winter morning never did.

Maybe best blog of the past year was about my old Buddy Darren who came to town with his marvelous children to take in a night at The Feast, the August celebration on 6th Street. I think a universalized event was observed with that one.

I also liked this one about visiting my mother. Autobiographical but it’s also about journey and sometimes the farthest distance between a point A and a point B is actually the closes in terms of actual miles.

This blog is about Max Fish. The lack of copy editing makes me want to weep, as does this personal story, but in a different way. This was my bar when I lived in the lower east side before embarking on JC residency. It’s about a lot of things, but it is also what it means to have a bar.

Remember the mosque that caused such a controversy? That was a rare dip into current events. I try to avoid politics, one can’t. I did like this paean to voting very much.

Writing music reviews is harder than I thought. I have a few that I started, on Johnny Cash, Hilary Kole, and the Louvin Brothers that I can’t seem to finish. I tend to go long on them. I thought that would be a big component of Dislocations. Funny, when I first conceived of this, the Jersey City aspect was meant to be a minor part. No one can predict these things. Luckily, there’s some good music to observe in town.
Kelly Saint Patrick has an angelic face, versatile voice and knows her way around the guitar, played one of the better sets at the 2010 Groove on Grove series, her songs exhibited insight into the heart. The Nouvellas I caught by chance at the 4th Street Festival, this crew fronted by a female duo could lead their own neo-soul music revival. Totally awesome, I play their CD sometimes. My favorite local band remains Any Day Parade, even though they broke up. I play their two CDs a lot! Tree, their leader started a new band, the Morning Glorys and I caught a cooking set at the 58 Gallery, which turned out was both a farewell – Tree moved back to her Kentucky home, land of her birth – and a call to arms, civic pressure is building against performance spaces and this event made it clear sides have been drawn. I got a good blog, anyway.

Art. Like I keep repeating, I hate to repeat myself, which is one reason you do not see a blog on every opening at one of our cool but struggling galleries. Some artists I’m friends with, some I sort of follow. I am not interested in covering art, I just wonder what (and how) a piece is making me feel. I am also interested in seeing what sort of context in which I can place the art, and if it says something about our world. I think I was mostly successful towards reaching this objective with the
Thomas Carlson’s Mural, and this show by Ken Bastards. I like both those dudes and they’re really talented, but I think those two blogs transcended all that.

I try to go to something different every Artist Tour and even every JC Friday, although the latter I’m not too successful at doing. This
year for the former, I liked the peak into this couple’s work and life. A few months ago I liked this show at the gia studio -- Memory Maps -- a place that is new to me. Most of the galleries retail art and I have nothing against that, but this show was conceptual art and maybe artists in town might want to think about something beyond retail, something dealing with ideas and perceptions. Once in a while, might be interesting to see.

I remember this blog too, about Uta Brauser receving recognition at the 4th Street Art Festival. She deserves it very much. I’ve done a few blogs related to her going ons. Unfortunately, she closed her Jersey Ave Gallery, but it still doing the Creative Grove. She seems emblematic of the struggles between art and authority now taking place in our fair city. I always side with art (and artists natch)!

2011 also saw the farewell to Gold Coast Fitness. Here were some memories about a place that saved me from a life of slothful obesity.

Anyway, that’s about it for now. Enough reflections! Hell, I'm too busy thinking of blogs to reflect on the blogs. Okay. I'm just busy with other crap. I'm only plugging anyway. I could name a few others. All in all, not a bad collection of internet writing, some of it anyway. On to April, on to the rest of the year, the rest of life! Thanks for reading! God Bless You All!

Monday, March 28, 2011

Early Spring Hula

Winter lingers in spite or our pleas, yet we do not give in. Chilly gusts yet the sun was shining. A woman wiggled the hula-hoop while her gentlemen companion swung balls on a string. I don’t know what they’re called and quite frankly, the pictures of them didn’t come out so well. I’m not sure if was performance or some exercise or just plain fun. Certainly, fun to see. The vendors are not coming out yet in numbers, word is sales are down, yet the DJ spun trippy beats and spring was noticed and ready to be here to stay if not quite yet. The hula-hoop was not in vain.


Juxtaposed Billboards

We’re like Reno without the Casinos—cheap divorces these days. Or is that Tijauana. She’ll still get the house and the dog. The other billboard though, it’s just garbage – old signage flapping in the wind, nothing new to paste on. Cheap legal help, a priceless void, nothingness, destruction. What kind of impact does seeing this day in and day out have on our subconscious? Nihilistic surrealism, I dare say. Gentrification they call it, all the new condos, all the new professionals, then this a sign of garbage, next to cheap divorce. It’s not what lies underneath, it is what is hung on the backs building. Make some extra dough by selling advertising on your empty space on the façade of your building, nothing wrong with that. But you have to have some responsibility of upkeep, you don’t have the right to be an eyesore. Oh wait. Is that an original Banksy? Exit through the liquor store where the Colt 45 quarts are displayed near the lotto machine.

Below Fire Escape

Dig this contraption, the weighted end that unhooked pulls down the ladder so you can make it to the sidewalk. In an emergency you won’t even here it squeak. I wonder how many layers of rust had to be removed before the most recent paint was applied. Look at how the pain flakes. I remember standing here one hot summer night and singing to the Moon – Maria, Maria, say it softly and it’s almost like praying, I just met a girl named…